I'm still extremely tired from holiday. My body still feels kind of beat up, and mentally I'm feeling quite disillusioned and distracted. It feels like I need another holiday just to get over this one. The thought of going back to work is depressing, and it feels like I need a change in life. Another fifty years of this is not on.
On a positive note, I won my semi-final in our long-running darts contest last night. The final is against Gareth tomorrow night in a first-to-16-leg clash which is sure to be very demanding indeed.
I feel like I have a lot to say, but I don't know what. It is as if life is just playing itself on a video in front of my eyes at the moment and I'm just watching it happen.
Maybe I just need to get back to work and give my body a bit of a detox.
What a depressing entry!
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